i kept the letter. STILL.


brainy.

It's one of the blessings of old friends that you can afford to be stupid with them - Ralph Waldo Emerson


Brainy. =)

COME on, brainy.
pls GROWWWW up.

brainy.

yup. SO HOW. so clinche! some things are meant to be left UNSAID. =)
duno LAR. just random.

well. i have been quite busy these few weeks so havent been updatin this blog. BUT hey! where are the REST? haaa. nvm. at this rate i'm gg, i believe my eyesight will.. HAHA. "improve" tremendously!!

Brainy.

these few days. it has been reaaally bad for me in SOME way. i was kinda in an emotional WAR. struggling. struggling HARD to get out of it. dun u agree sometimes we humans like to do weird n contradictory stuff. RANDOM thought again.

forgive me if my face has been disgustingly chow. or i had said mean things to you. or i had vented my anger on you. innocence. i wasnt controllin it well.

some happy stuff. i LOVE to eat supper/breakfast. when's the next one. DIM SUM is good. BUT it was soooo random. finally we made it out againn.

brainy.

THE magic numbers: 2 MARCH. 230pm.

when your heart pumps real fasttt this time, you know you need more than a PACEMAKER!!


i just woke up. i feel abit. a combination of fear, excitement and nervousness. and i think it's building up. i.e. it's accumulating faster than i can cope. (thinking i dun feel it coming the previous nights, i think its EXPLODING now.) i dun need butter-coated words [e.g dun worry u will do well] now. i just need peace. haa. this sounds absolutely FAKE. hahahahhaha.
mood now: still okay.


brainy.