stoooopid dfd test. so tricky n digusting.
im in some rm in sch lib now. fb-ing, blogger-ing, msn-ing. so bored.

today is dex's bd!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!
love you lots lots!
*nt tt u will see it anyway*

im quite lookin forward to celebration later, if there's any. haha. can u hear that i'm feeling HUNGRY? haha. ok enough of craps. gtg!! tata pple.

leti

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it okay
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
They lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah, yeah

And all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

When you're gone
By Avril Lavigne

28 oct
i'm NOT bimbo. im just blurr and enthusiastic. HAHA. i rushed back to hall, so that i can make it for PT at 6pm. i was quite motivated and wanted to train, yes, like TRAIN. all changed. with my nicee volley shoes, fbt shorts and "chui" shirt (so that i wouldnt mind it being soaked with sweat). shitt! its 610pm, and im late, AGAIN! but when i reached the lobby, there wasnt any touch rug/soccer girl ard. *panic* so i decided to use jr's phone to call whoever i can call. after abt 5 min, i found out that.. PT IS AT 9PM!!! from two friends walkin into the lobby. yes of cos.. pple there were laughing at my stupidity and bimbo-ness. whatever u call it.

yest was a totally shag-out day. i mean yest NIGHT. OH MAN. we did circuits. sucks.
1) sprint up the kr-sheares slope
2) launches (is that how you spell?) down the slope.
3) push-ups
4) sit-ups
5) step up
6) ...
7) ...
8) ...
9) superman!!

all these.. X20, X20, X30, X40, X50.
so if u do ur math, its 160 of push-ups, sit-ups blah blah blah.
okay, whatever. after yest's night pt, i reaise i am so
weak can! so unfit. really was struggling to finish them. but.. all thanks to encouragements from the soccer/touch rug girls. we completed them TOGETHER.

and yes.. my muscles are aching now. oh man. =((

there's test this fri. need to study.
i woke up at 230pm. JUST in time for my lab reports review thing at 3pm. haha.
and tt explains why im so energetic now! =)

ok. tata.

leti

was at the bus stop. and i received a message from someone. Lets call this person, M.

M: busy today? wan2 have dinner together today?
me: i just left house. dun think so.
M: ok la always a waste of time asking you. take care la.
me: K.

WALAU. really pissed can! what waste of time. waste of time then DONT message me la. DONT ASK. if u think saying these 3 words make u feel better. u can say 100 times. 1000 times. DO I LOOK LIKE I CARE? idiot.

i wan2 eat tau huay... cravings.

leti

24th OCT
chilled out at sushi tei at holland village.
with other 14 pharmacy friends. sia la. so many pple.
anyway.. did an art work (with a little help from turtle). niceee not?? haha.



then went shoppin n chitchat with liwen and veronica. CHAT SO MUCH SO MUCH. think enough to compensate what i didnt say for the months. HAHA.
camwhore, just a little=)



sian la. thot after such a long day, finally can go hm rest. guess what? i actuallyy forgt my keys. i left it in hall. OMGG. panic can!! called sis, bro, mum and dad. NOT A SINGLE SOUL pick up my call can. waited for quite some time b4 the door was opened. well.. at least im home now, im in ONE piece, to blog. today was good- a day for me to chill n relax after two weeks of non-stop working, on lab reports, poster, presentation blah blah.

super tired. i shud go sleep. yawns.

leti

im super duper fuper guper huper TIRED. oh man. UV lab report is killing me. seriously.

i have like 4 more compounds to account for. and LOOK AT THE TIME NOW!! its alr 115am la.i can go and die alr.

had sp1203 presentation today. n my classmates said i flashed cheeky smiles while presenting. I DIDNT OKAY!! but anyways.. i hope i didnt screw this up. =)

sp1203 group 6 POSTER presentation.








yeahhh!!! tmr is fri. happy happy happy. finally can take a break from all these shitties. ok i need to go back to my shit- UV lab report.

leti
*eyelids getting REALLY heavy*

it was a stressful and tiring week. really g.g. lor. seriously.
fact sheets, argumentative essays, surveys, posters, presentation really took up AOT of my time. super sian.

heard from my friends. some unfair judgements from a tutor. at least nt mine. heng.
THAT particular tuor kept comparing us with arts students. hello... they only have to attend sch only like how many days in a week?? hello... their curriculum is different from us right. there is a reason why we are so ******* stucked in science right. and i dun see anything wrong with our profession, MY profession. do u have something against pharmacy? pls respect our profession. And we have 5-6 modules per sem. we dun pay 3000+ bucks per sem just to do your module okay which is full of crap anyways. and if u have to critise our work, im perfectly fine with it. becox that's perhaps how we can learn too. BUT pls do not beat abt the bush and "shoot" (and insult) us. hello.. who's the bimbotic one. pls stop forcing ur beliefs on us. argumentative essays are suppose to allow us to express our stand in something and substantiate it with evidence. DONT tell us what our opionions shud be.

next week, i have like pharmacostats test, pharmacostats lab test, and TWO lab reports to submit. poster, presenation. wahhh. pissed.

ok. enough of boring sch work. who who wants to club next friday??? double o.

OH OH. something exciting!!! (at least. something better than the boring sch) there was MEGA SALE in nus! wahhh. cheap cheap lelong lelong. cosmetics, clothes, phones, blah blah blah. nahh.. i didnt but anythin. if i really have to buy something, i would buy sleep and rest.

ok i gg to take a nap. slept at 6am this morning. =(
panda-ed.

deadlines deadlines.
damn alot of things to do.
why am i here... precrastinatin.

even thou im alr year 2. i seriously didnt grow to like sch.
im doin it becox i noe i have to n for some other reasons which i prefer nt to disclose so openly.

i have the right to my own privacy. n blog is certainly not the place where i can be honest, for as much as i want myself to be.
after all, this is an open blog. HAHA.
its kinda hard to juggle between complaining, sharing my life on this blog and keepin my privacy.

leti

i just cant stand that someone.
so irritating.
stop tellin me about your r/s stuff. so stupid n boring.
come on, im nt jealous, n im not envious that u HAD a gf.
but im just pissed that u come complainin abt this and that.
what "im that kind of person... blah blah blah"
who cares abt which kind of person you are.
"i think she still has feelings for me. she just feel guilty that she left me."
COME ON LA. how old are you alr. if she choose to leave u, means she DUN LOVE u anymore right and she prefer another guy (maybe? possibly?) to you right.
STOP HOLDING ON TO FALSE HOPES AND WAKE UP!
she left u n its O.V.E.R. over.
suck.
really cant stand this kind of guys. oh man.
disappear can.
you can return to ur "i think miracles do happen" land and what so ever, none of my biz.

leti

i really tried my best. but why is it still... like this. so demoralising can. mayb when i stop trying, things may get better. WTH.


i am super mad at her. VERY mad at her.
she thinks she's the only one in pain.
she thins she's the only one suffering.
she thinks i am fine.
she thinks i can cope.
she thinks i can do everything myself.
she thinks i am fine.
she thinks i am a strong girl.
she thinks i am self centred.
she thinks i am this and that, like whatever!
but.. i am NOT.

from the day you chose this path, dear you, i lost you. or rather you lost me.


busy busy. with new goals to be accomplished, how am i gona do it. you tell me. you tell me! rahh.

leti