heh gals, i took with the prom king and queen las..oh my god!! he is my eye candy man... so nice... and handsome... hold me by the waist to take photo... let u girls see las... dun start drooling man... kekee...heh leticia u better go and take with the prom king and queen i tell u... if not i wont forgive u las... kekee...see which school prom king and queen more suave and gorgoeous... haaha....by the way, he is not singaporean and he is a taiwanese who is doing part time modelin...
my god, i think he quite charmin lol.. hehe.... but then, my face still looks a bit plum leh...have i change?? the hair nice a not??? den still got... here is the prom queen that i took... is she pretty??
she is called Su Yuan... a vegetarian... haha.... she can run very fast too... someone who is like "gong ren" de mei nu las... kekee... i support her too... then her dress right, is like behind to her bottom is bare... sexy sia... keke...this leads to a conclusion... mei nu run fast... jus like chuan yan sister too.. haha...

heh den i took with all the handsome guys in my school las... as in is gong ren de... so now i si le tou no regrets.. haha... kekee... still got one more... he is call terrence... but i think he very musculas... i dun think he is suave ... but jus can make it ba.. hahaa.. i think i look fat and plum in this one...haa... heh but okok las..kekee.... quite cool...

heh then the other one is kah chou!! haha... my brother... he kena nominate for top 5 prom king... not bad right?? but is kena saboe wan... haha... heh we match a not?? kekee... he very smart also... he help me a lot in my school work lol... den todae i no money take cab home, he very nice las.,.. jus lent me $10 straight... haiz... brother reallie brother las... kekeke...okok... tml let u know some of the food we eat... hahaa...

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for your assignments n everything. hang on k. :)

brainy. :)

just had a msn conversation. thot of this n told the person i was talkin to. suppose to be a norm conversation but i said something personal. it came naturally. regrets.

sometimes we do not noe if n when it will turn out right.
just like faith that is like walking thru a door, nt knowin what's on the other side.
dun be shy to say how much ur friends mean to u, in ur life.
duno what's gg to happen next though. just trust with a complete heart.
trust blindly with faith tt it will work out.
friend(s).
let nature takes its course.

brainy.

yeah. happy feet. finally we can did something together- movie-ing. haha.

4 days have passed. i'm still nt done with playing k! but gt to settle down soon. :)

brainy

it's the FIRST DAY (official) after my As. yeah. ok. i'm still in that "exams finish" mood. excitement. think SUCKY jc life has made me realise how wonderful(oh man. my vocab is really limited) holidays are. n make me so LOVE this feeling now. doin what i love. JC just SUCKS la. i have no life previously. like just stucked, enclosed in that small room. yucks.

yeah. the three of us are GG OUT ON TUE. we are right? plannin to do so? erm. TO PINKY- i bought my gown/dress, "handbag" and heels already. but i can STILL SHOP WITH U ALL. still anticipating for it to come- accessories to get. ok. time for the "boring and long" but i think still "necessary" description of my dress/gown. or should i not. haha. keep u all in suspense(if there is). next tue!

i'm satisfied. happy(see what i mEAN by poor vocab), okay, well. elated. haha.

brainy

finally. done.
As is gone. i mean ended. haha. so yup. its liberation. LIBERATION. FREEDOM. life goes on. shop for prom, work, have fun etc. somebody's big day is coming. (how abt mine?) its over, together with the As. "celebration" with the papers.


an entry of CONFESSION.
when i say u dun matter to me anymore,
that was because u mean too much, so much to me.
when i say i dun care,
that's because i really treasure u alot.
i speak in one language, think in a way,
but act in another.
people tried to read into me,
only to pple i trust.
they say i'm weird,
that's becuase i take time to open up.
they tell me i duno abt friendship,
i asked are u one. am i one.
they tell me i duno abt love,
i asked them how well do u noe it.
they tell me i cant handle anything,
have u seen it.
i act in opp, antagonistic to how i feel,
all because i cant express well.
have u given me a chance to speak,
i need time.
as for me,
time can prove how much i teasure friendships n relationships.
will u give me a chance.
through time i will show.

so far, only one understood me.
are u the one.
bury everything that has passed.
let's start anew my friends.
i will treasure all of u in a very different way.
not shy anymore.
no difficulties to express myself.
ONLY if u give me a chance.

brainy.

SHOppIn shOpPin anD shOpPIn!!!!

heh gals, todae i was like shoppin and shoppin las... kekeke... mmm... dunnoe leh, can walk till my legs break lol... shop at marina square, den shop at raffles city... wat else can i do but shop for PROM stuff... kekeke... hehehhe.... heh den my prom dress was ready already... it is like kind of bright red leh... i vv scare ltr ppl will laugh at me las... like tryin to attract attention... but then, i didnt noe the colour will turn out like this... but it looks very nice under the spot like.. kekeke

anyway brainy, i found two cheap n quite stylish hair stylist n make up artist... it is at roxy square, den i gif u the no. okok?? in case u wan... only $20 for make up n $20 for hair stylist...

hair stylist, manicure, make up - 63481606
make up, eyebrow trimmin - 64407128

it's the cheapest so far so...
cos onli $20 for make up,$20 for hair stylist, $12 for manicure, $8 for eyebrow trimmin

then, gals, wanna come for my post prom party?? on 29 nov at DXO... it's free for ladies cos ladies night ma... hehee... kekeke... den can clubbin till 4 am.. hehee.... wan?? hahaa... interested can jus like contact me lol.. hahaa...

okok.. i shall stop here... more shoppin trip for me!!!! hehehe...

yups. actually u are not tt bad, yinger. it's good n i'm happy to see u lookin on the bright side of life. "pessimism" leads u to no where. i was pessimistic earlier too. gt to fight it. it's a battle against yourself. :) jia you yar? hang on.


brainy

Blessing in disguise???

mmm.... todae was physic paper 1 & 2... hahaa... guess wat, i was takin the paper, and i realise i'm not the lousy wan... there are ppl worse than me... many others sittin around me got a lot of blanks... do i call this a blessin in disguise?? but i'm sure that many ppl jus wont do well... kind of sad... aww.... so sad... hehehee... =P


tml econs paper 3... aww... one more dae to finish... wed will be the end!!!!

we'll stand by you. yinger.


not by chance that we are pals. the past we had lots of ups and downs. ultimately, i thank God we are still together.

life is nv abt giving up. dont give up. no matter what, we will be the pinky n brain[y] u know.


brain[y] and Pinky. :)
(with lots of love.)

New Blog, nEw lIfE!!!

heH peoPle, so Sorry aR... I actuallY wanted to aDd some sonGs into the bLog, deN my sister she accidentaLly delete some stuff, thus the whole blog was destroyed... but she managed to create this new blog... hope u guys like it.... so sorry ar!! if not good den,maybe after Alevels i will try ask her do some stuff back...

Gals, I think i want to re take my A levels again... i feel that this time round i am not doing my best... and i also dun wanna get an EEE and ending up at nowhere.... haiz... I feel this is the best solution for me lol... so dun be shocked if i didnt make it to uni... i hope u guys can support me... haiz... i am already very down le... haiz... i even thought of ending my life las.... can u guys imagine dat?? but dun worry, i wont de.... I will be brave again!!! haiz.....

YinGer ='<

happy (belated) birthday to me.
happy (belated) birthday to me.
happy (belated) birthday to... me.
happy (belated) birthday to me!!

yeah. 18 years old. the dangerous age. can do alot of things tt previously i cant. for eg. drinking alcohol LEGALLY, clubbin, not forgettin driving and riding a bike. yup. i just heard tt my cousin is driving already, of course my aunt's car. so cool right, sending his gf here n there. haha.


anyways. i'm fightin a war right now. a "war", mentally, emotionally and physically. NO violence. wells. shall not elaborate mush bt the past few papers, just a few words to summarise them. GP-ha. i didnt finish paper2. bio p2- no comments. math p1- ok. i did alot of stupid mistakes. Chem p3-i changed from a right to a wrong ans when i was checkin my paper "say well done to me". math p2- thank God. i hope i can redeem myself. next up is chem p2. how boring.

okay. back to yinger. wells. i duno TOTALLY or CLEARLY what i wan to be. but i have a rough idea. wells. life is full of ups and downs. u can NEVER predict what u wan. but to just move on, n of course try. yes, TRY is the word. because we try, we sometimes fail. but ultimately it will lead us to somewhere, the success. ok. i think bullshittin. but first, how many of u can really, REALLY see ur future n noe what u wana be. not ONE. so, just move on. no complaints just search that "light" that will continue to spur u on. there must be something, a purpose tt u wana live on, be it a person u love. :)
sometimes we feel tired of exams n everything. but ultimately, we gt to admit tt this is our life. sucks but a fact- a student life.
yeah! so in a few years time. we will be out WORKING. then yeah.. but i guess at that time. there will be another set of problems (no longer EXAMS) and we will then thank God tt we had exams in the past.

sentosa, prom, all the fun things. i MUST HAVE n enjoy them after the As. yeah. let's go, pinky n yinger.

brain[y]. love.

hAvE yOu ever wOndEr wHat iS It thAt yOu waNt iN yoUr LIfE

mmm... after my maths paper, i began to ponder, why is it that we need to have so many exams and test... i began to think is it in life only through exams we will be success?? have you ever wonder that from kindergarden till now, we have already studied for 15 years.. throughout this 15 years, what is it that we have really learn?? a "ROBOT" that is always to prepare for major exams??? competing who can memorise more and who will be more successful???

dun you think all the exams after exams are just determined through who can memorise more and who will be success in life.... meritocracy started in china when they have civil examinations... to test on a person's knowledge... but isnt it the memorising of poems after poems... is this reallie what we want in life??? till now, we also study based on who have the time to study more and memorise more... is this knowledge really necessary for us in future?? but have we ever wonder and asked ourself what is it that we reallie want in life???

we can be a professor, getting our degree, diploma and even masters... but will all these certificates determine how success we will be in future?? or is it only jus a "passport" for us to be success?? if we studied jus because of getting a certificate and ensure we will have a place in the university, get our job and living in comfort in future... but, have we every really stop for a moment and think, is this what we really want in future??? or is it because everybody did this and we all follow suits?? will we be happy if we get a degree, or in future we are some big bosses of certain respectable company?? will we be contended with what we have?? is this what we want to pursue in life???

mmm... i'm confused and disillusioned by the realities.... loss... yIngEr