Steamboat at Terence's place.


Class photo 10/11


Class photo 08/09


Class photo 07/08


interyear sports carnival 2011

I hate to say goodbye

i have abt 2 months to "graduation".
then im done with uni.
i say bye bye to the education system?
maybe not. i have plans.

mixed feelings.
:):
sad and happy.
sad to leave my friends. ok not exactly a farewell cos we will still see one another at work. maybe less often for those gg different hospitals/sectors.
4 years in pharmacy.
not easy yo.
"the worst just gets worse"
HAHA.
of cos, there are still some happy memories.

Korean dinner with my fave bowling pple!

At YESS centre=)

Tried

i am not someone who gives up easily.
i always tell myself, im a fighter, not a quitter.
and i hate pple, esp guys, who whines abt how bad they did, emo etc.
OMG, cant they pick themselve up and stop all those shit, seriously.
it's ok to whine, to be sad. but there's always a limit, isnt it?
come back up, stronger.
so stop gg on and on abt it. i hate it.
cant stand guys who are weaker than girls.
im not tough, but at least i fight till the end.

and because i always put in my best. only my best. i expect the best.
better is not enough.
i am a perfectionist.
and tts why i fail.
cos i can never be perfect.

effort
in everything i do.

but have you ever tried so hard yet pple dun appreciate you and what you did.
i had.
and so i gave up trying.
oh did i just say i give up?
hello you, i give up.
no turning back once i give up.
it's all too late.

life is unfair.
let's just face it, alright.

14 feb 2011

This is a wake-up call to myself not to take my loved ones, my besties, and friends for granted.

I haven't spent sufficient time with you. I haven't told you that you meant THAT much to me.

Live like there's no tmr. wont it be a nightmare if you were deprived of such opportunity? You always tell yourself "it's ok that we can't meet today/have dinner today/can't spend quality time today/it's ok that I didn't treat you well enough today- I can make it up tmr. there's always tomorrow/NEXT time". see that? see how we alr took things for granted? when is your next time? what if... there's no next time?

how abt your family whom you see almost everyday? the familiar faces we see everyday. family members who always quarrel with you, siblings who always piss you off. can you imagine your life without them? it's such a love-hate relationship, isn't it?

And, how abt ur friends/besties? have you neglected them? Are you stuck in this rat race that you forgot abt them? They stood by you, tolerated your nonsense, and moodswings. do they deserve this from you?

The point is.. you will nv have enough of them. be greedy. keep wanting more is telling them you love them. just like you will nv have enough me:) HEEEEE.

happy vday! vday is more than flowers and chocolates. it's kinda overrated these days. Treat them every other day like it's vday! love encompasses more than the lovey dovey events that happen. it's more than just vdays and anniversaries.

cherish! <3

hello friends, besties and fam, thank you for being part of life. :) love ya all!:)

One of the many qualities i value

Ability to multitask
After been thru so many these near-23 years of life, I learnt and still learning to multitask. Doing many things, thinking of many issues at the same. This includes having to worry abt something while having a whole lot of sch work to do (upcoming cas, projects, etc). Oh not to forget, sai kang/troubles from pple.

Of cos, there are some things in life that uou sudnt multitask. haha. either becos it's way too dangerous, or it's really bad la.
1) driving and smsing at the same time. im guilty of this, sometimes
2) having distractions when you are supposed to concentrate (im putting this rather general). this applies to both working adults and students. maybe for me, it's peer pressure and sch work.
3) thinking of lame stuff/weird ideas while studying (like my confusion abt whether xiong mao is a xiong or a mao).

Im sure multitasking is a good quality that we shud all learn! I was told by my aunt during one of the cny nights that multitasking will help you to cope better in the future. And it will definity increase ur stress/pressure threshold. she listed a few examples:
1) family/friends and work. she said that there's so much work to do, esp when you want something out of ur career and most of the time, there's unfinished stuff to do. but how much are you gona compromise time spent with family/friends? she said your partner as well as yourself must be able to juggle both. I think i totally agree with her. I dont come from a complete family. i understand and value family more. Is what you chose to sacrifice even something you shud sacrifice? for eg, neglecting someone, pangsehing your friend cos you wana go out with ur <3.
If you manage properly, maybe you wun hav to give up any. Haha. oh.. this is another topic alr- TIME MANAGEMENT.
2) Increasing your stress threshold.
stress, to some extent, is good. it stretches ur limit. and just when you tell yourself "things cant be anymore worse and beyond this, I wun be able to take it anymore. I am gona quit NOW", you just hit a whole new level. HIGHER level. you had accomplished more things which you thot u couldnt. WOW. isnt that awesome?
And this can somewhat be explained using a "positive feedback control" (im too geek! i can link an entry with pharmacology/biology).

well, but do give urself a break when you need it!=) cos it might just backfire! jiayou.

so are you multitasking now? im sure you are! maybe on fb and thethreeses, and maybe plus msn. HAHA.
I am too. blogspot and when im supp to do my project.

Have a great vday! and enjoy the rest of cny!=)







Just for laughs!

This is not the way to multitask, GUYS! haha

Not that easy

cny was good.
played mahjong. forced to cos they were short of a player.
haha. beginner's luck, won a lil.
seriously i duno how to play, nearly za hu.

watched a few movies pre and during cny.
Green hornet and Mr and Mrs incredible.
very funny! should watch!!=)
anw, being random, im addicted to xin wang hk cafe's ice blended yuan yang.
heheeee.

went butter during cny. fun! wheee. awesome.met new friends.

too happening cny break makes me reluctant to go back to sch.
because i know, schlife after cny is gona be diastrous.
with many projects and assignments on hand. not forgetting drugs quiz and upcoming CAs.
And it's not helpful when im having final sem syndrom. are you having that too?

too tired these days for me to care abt anything else.
need time for myself, can i?
i had enough of pple screwing up my life, making me miserable over things that shouldnt be even my fault. that said, im not accountabe to anyone.
you live your life, and i live mine.
YAY. we are not even close, why should i even care.
i care too much previously.
am i having the right attitude right here?
i doubt so. but well..

pics time