courage

finally. i did it. haha.
i duno where it came from.

exams starting in less than 2 weeks.

catch up

Havent met up with my friends and baby for weeks/mths alr. =(
everyone's busy and hardly had time for each other. be it studies or work.
1 and 1/2 sems to graduation. and i will be out there working. oh, pre reg first before really working. im actually excited abt pre reg. i heard its tough. i heard its like squeezing 4 years of pharmacy education into 9 months. hmmm.
Have alot to catch up. readings, lectures etc. but im kinda used to it alr.
everyday feels like a midsem CA week. quizes, CAs etc almost everyweek.
come on leti. you can do it.
and stop napping.

SUniG. because you did your best, you have no regrets

congrats to steph and glenda who won themselves GOLD for doubles=)
so proud of them.
my partner and i got bronze for doubles.
and team--> silver.
I am very happy to see all 8 bowlers' determination to win masters yest. Although we didnt make it in the end, I am still v proud of you all.
dont be disappointed. you fought hard. because you did ur best, you hav no regrets.

i wun ask for anything more than playing in the team with my other 3 team mates(sandy, steph and glenda). i learnt alot yest. esp seeing many of them handling external (and UN-WELCOMED) pressure and how we let go of the previous bad shots and moved on to stringing strikes/spares. im really blessed to have encouraging and understanding team mates. to most of us, it's our last year bowling for nus, i hope you enjoyed. cos i did=)
and to steph and glenda, i know you will be reading this, THANK YOU and GOOD JOB. gg mans. =) i didnt bowl the best series of my life yest, but i have the best team ever.

I think everyone fought hard yest and there's always something to gain and learn from everything. so let's just learn and pick ourselves up from where we fell.
reflect and move on.
good job everyone and for those who hav many years more to bowl, train hard and come back stronger. translate all ur emoness, anger and disppointment into ur determination/desire to win next year.
(i dun think many of them will see this, but well, if you do, jiayou!)

so tired that i actually concussed before 12am yest night. feels really shiok.
and nv woke up before 6am in a long long time. sat morning i woke up at 515am. OMG. and 1st time i left the house before my parents leave for work.
So many 1st times in 2 days. WHEEEE.

major screw up

this week was a bad bad bad BAD week. tues- flu with slight fever.
duno whose virus, anyhow spread spread. i was perfectly ok on monday okay! humph.
then wed, thou it was my FREE day i couldnt do much.
this was not very good cos theres like TWO CAs on thursday ie. today.
CONSECUTIVE somemore.
com med and my drugs quiz.

com med was ok.
drugs quiz wasnt.
cos i changed my right to wrong ans. and theres like more than 6 of them.
if i hadnt changed, i do not have any qn wrong now that i noe.
what's wrong w/ me. WHYY DID I DOUBT MYSELF?
i finished the paper in 10 minutes.
and i was thinking "how can i finish so fast? am i too complacent?"
i went back and change some ans.
ARGHHH. i shudnt have.

so sad. so disappointed. couldnt listen in class after that anymore.

my plan was to stay in sch, do work and then hav dinner.
but im so sad, and i think im tired.
so here i am. HOME.
gg to nap. before trg later at 8pm.
so good nights pple.

SLEEP. maybe later when i wake up, i will forget how badly i did for my quiz.
maybe i will foget that i had a ca just now.
and maybe i will be less sad.
*unlikely* i noe.
but maybe?
=(

AND THE BAD BAD BAD WEEK will and must end TODAY. from tmr onwards, it's gona be GOOD GOOD GOOD.

recess week

besides trgs, nthin much happened.
went sch on tues, and wed.
tues for tut. and wed for com med project.
so proud of my grp mates. =)
we finished the poster in 5 hours. =)

i <3 winnie the pooh!=)







<3 many many.

I HATE ungentlemenly guys

recess week is coming to an end.
haven been really efficient this week.
so many distractions plus trainings.
so many things undone.

seen pple's true colors. a few in fact.
guys are mostly ungentlemenly. esp those who are childish.
pple are selfish. they rem you only when they need something from you.
get out of my life!
argh.
and some others duno how to phrase their questions. and they take u / ur rides fr granted.

and to all who doesn't fall within the above cat, thanks alot.

another weekend, gone

week 4 alr i tink.

i wish pple were a lil more sensitive

been keeping all these in me for a long time.
i felt like im fighting this battle, alone.
i wanted to be strong. so i held back my tears whenever i felt like breaking down.
but i guess when i talked to bearbit on fb, i couldnt take it anymore.
i started tearing and now, i am.

i always appear cheerful and happygolucky. but tts not me.
im a house of cards in a hurricane.
all i ask for is NOT "are you ok? what happened to you?"
i just wan to break down and cry. just a shoulder to cry on.
but pple werent sensitive enough to notice i hav something to say.

im not ironwoman.
can i be selfish for once?
i duno how to ans ur qns on why am i so emo. why this and why that.
can i just cry...in fact, i am, now.

The BONG family
I <3 my bong famly!=)
chalet was a success! wheee. and im glad we all became closer somehow=)
bbq was awesome. in the rain!! omg. thanks to the guys for bbq-ing.
Heard the bbq chicken wings were really good, the best=)

drank a lil the whole night. playing some drinking game. stayed up the whole day chatting. kinda reminded me of UiTM. <3 our HTHT sessions.

Had Kbox & fun bowl the next day. will upload videos on fb soon!
CHEAP THRILL!
We asked for m&ms whenever we got turkey (XXX). Damn highhhh!
But at the end of the session, we just threw whatever m&ms we earned into the same plastic bag. LOL.
And together with the tidbits, they are sitting at one corner of my living room.
HAHA. and steph says they are malay- cos they are at one corner (RELAC ONE CORNER.)
SO LAME. but i *like* =)

NDP Preview

wheeee! had the chance to watched ndp preview last sat 31 July.
every 4 years, NDP will be held @ padang.
nv been to padang for ndp before.
the last time i went was many many years ago, prob sec4.
it was @ national stadium.

We were the yellows!





We reached DUPER early please. like 515pm i think.
I think we got a really good view. facing the high rise buildings and with fireworks right above us!=)









We were given FUN TOTEs (the ndp bags). I duno what is SOO fun abt it. but wells... inside there was a FUN BOX=)









Really nthin to do after that. we decided to go helix bridge and marina sands.
Our first time there. pretty nice scenary. <3











i was zzz-ing when....
my dad banged on my door.
he shouted help, come help.
I was actually quite pissed, cos he likes to bang on my door to tell me things that he can tell me later in teh afternoon. AND, he always does that.
so i shouted back "WHATTTTTTTTTTTTT!"
and he continued, "please come help."
so i opened the door, i saw him sitting outside next to my room door.
he said he injured his back, while picking up rubbish. and told me to call the ambulance.

HAHA. so shocked, i actually asked my dad.. WHATS THE AMBULANCE NUMBER?
WTH. haha and i said "955 right?? aaa. no no. 995!"
HAHA. at least i made him laugh okayyy! a few seconds of relief from the pain.
i cant believe it. I was calm but the bimbo was still in me.

life without KIMCHI

is not so egggciting=(
back here for close to a week alr.
having some withdrawal symptoms.
miss the times there.















BYE NAREN! enjoy urself in US. =)




bye jasmeet and naren!=)

my 10th day in Korea

been so busy with exploring Korea tt I forgt to update here.

1) Gala night
it's like a dinner & dance event.
took many many photos!:)
will update on fb soon when I reach home:)

2) namdaemun market, namsan village and Seoul tower
we were really lucky to meet 3 koreans who knew how to speak chinese. they led the way from namsan village to Seoul tower. we didn't take the cable car (the other girls did thou). we climbed up. omg there were so many steps. wana die please. so sour my legs. stepped on lemon/lime:( buy it was shiok to have exercised. sense of achievement when I reached the top of Seoul tower. YAY!:)

3) deoksugung palace and shopping at dongdaemun market!

and today is my 10th day in Korea. just shopped at ewha womans(it's spelled like that. not women) university area. lots of cheap and pretty dresses/clothes. bought many many many tops/dresses/skirts and also a pair of heels! WHEEEEE:)

I feel damn poor now, with my wallet getting skinnier. shits. but I guess it's worth. cos I dun think Im coming back Korea soon:)
it's a good place to shop I guess. clothes here are so cheap and as "IN" as those in spore.
yay!

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I've been trying real hard. it's nt just about you. I am not okay as you always assume.
and you are not always right.
I'm tired.
plase dun take me for granted.

i feel a lil uncomfortable, being emotionaly exposed.
I duno who's sincere and who's not.
I have no idea, really.
it sucks to be not appreciated when I try so hard.
so, is it still worth being open about things?
maybe we should all shut up.

DAY 3! LOTTE World!

woke up at 7am (6am spore time). met at 8 am
with 9 other classmates to theme park! LOTTE world! wheee.
feel like a happy child:)
oh the reson why we met so early is becos we ponned the event (explore Korea) today.
we just didn't want to waste our time cos they still look quite not
organized. hai. and anw, the places they are gg are boring:)

OMG so fun so fun. scream like mad. shiok.
we took one ride which we were swung 360degrees and back 540degrees.
OHMYTIAN. I wana puke.
and the gyrodrop. (giant drop)
Javin told us that the first sound heard is fake. so we were all caught unprepared.
and down we went.... damn scary!
and and the rollar coaster ride. head trauma.
my head was hitting the sides.
*screams*
and now we are at krispy Kreme again:) waiting for classmates and
probably head for dinner!:) will be gg back to the theme park to catch a performance late at night.

wheeee! so fun so fun! loves Korea!:)

DAYS 1&2 in KOREA, SEOUL!!:)

wheeeee!! hello everyone! Arrived Korea at 515am. I'm so so
so so tired! omg. transit in hk. airport lights were really dim there.
so diff from spore's one. we were fetched by the Korea pharmacy pple!
currently staying at ho-am fac house:) walked ard neighhourhood and went gangnam
to shop a lil. (gangnam is abt 5 subway stops away from SNU-Seoul national
uni) omg. and welcome night was shitty. dinner was like rice card, sushi that wraps rubbish-_-
how to fill stomach. Wtf.

DAY 2- formal attire as there was pharmact exhibition. they were v not organized(are still not organized).
for eg if you were to ask some random "ogl" where we gg or any qn, he/she will say I duno.-_-
the worst thing of this day was my friend and I lost our way. the bus left without us. ad guess what.. pple forgot about us.
and I tried to explore and anyhow walk depending on our memory of how we came
out in the afternoon. and it appeared more difficult as i thot. things are really different at night.
we got chased by this crazy guy. he punched and kicked the air. and whn
I turned back to look at him, he was hiding behind some office. wth. I was damn scared. told my gf and we started running.
saw env graduate sch building. went in. Thank God we met this shanghai girl. then we could communicate. and she brought us to where we were supposed to be. hai. WHAT A NIGHT:(

will upload photos when I return:) TTFN!

approximately 12 hours away!



WHEEEEE!! flying later. 405pm flight. T1. =)
14 days.
cool shits.

anw watched movieee, eclipse. with fever(?) and SPRINTING nose. keep sneezing nonstop. think person on my right might be irritated with me. *sniff sniff*
and i joked to the girls, im allergic to jacob's fur, tts why. LOL
hmmm. not a bad movieee. but not the best i watched these few weeks.

rushed home. and to pack. MADNESS i say. seriously. managed to squeeze everything in. so full. but tt means i will not have space in luggage when i come back. see how. maybe handcarry moreeee.

wheee. time to spam panadol and loratidine before i sleep. good nights <3.

36 hours

i am 36 hours away from my flight to KOREA! wheeee-a-weeeee!!
packing not done. PUKES.
i cant squeeze my stuff into my 26inh luggage.
im so dead i tell you.
w/o my 8 sets of clothes (for 2 weeks), my luggage is really so FULL.
ohmytian.

and im feeling lazy. wana nua.

collegiate league was fine=) got starrrr. wheeeeeee!
needa shop for stuff tmr before eclipse. hmm.
busy busy.

NEED TO PACK!

3 more days to KOREA!! WHEEEE!!
i havent started packing.
20kg.
HOW MUCH is 20kg.
oh my tian.

seriously, so many things to pack.. until i duno WHAT to pack.

bowling league tmr. without spare ball. hope everything will be good.

Starbucks.
and eclipse on fri!=) wheee.

FEELS GOOD to have to-do list almost all checked!

phewww. haven updated for a darn long time mans! life's been good after preceptorship ended. paying my sleep debts and doing stuff.
Ah-HAH. WHAT'S STUFF?

1) rushing the stooopid appendix 1,2,3 logbook for preceptorship. Hates it when i made all the way to sgh but i cant collect my prescriptions reports. ok. Also, i have been editing my SOAP like 384395972057057927 times. high expectations we all have. hmmmmm. now, all is ready except the prescriptions. Hopefully i can get them later and signed probably next week. HAI. ALL(except..) is done.. i really mean ALL. dividers, appendix 1,3,2(except prescriptions), cover page, contents page.

2) reading up on korea. KOREA in 8 days!! WHEEEE-a-WHEEEEE!

3) APPS in korea--> means project on ideal pharmacy. meetings in sch and doing up part of the presentation.

4)Bowling trainings.

OMGGG and my room looks like it went through a STORM. im serious. it's super messy with notes, books, files everywhere AROUND my table. =) oh, thats becos i do my work at the table? precisely why i sweep everything on the table to "around the table".=)

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celebrated seng han's 24th bday on wednesday!=) had dinner at sakae sushi. WHEEEE!


Preceptorship(PartII) @ sgh! I WIL MISS you you you you you....




Thanks for sharing so much=)


my shi fu!=)


HELLO. you are gona spend 2 WOW-ful weeks with me in korea!=)





AND YOUUUUUU!=)

1 more week to the end!!

im darned proud of myself.
cos i survived preceptorship.
and unlike others, i actually enjoyed it.
i am not a workaholic, i must say.
i really enjoyed it.
at least i know i didnt choose the wrong path.

and WTF i gained wt just by eating YTF everyday...!??!?!??!
ok tt reaction was abit exaggerating, i dun deny.
but seriously...-___-

Karate kid was AWESOME.
attitude =DDD.
and, HK cafe after was great too.

just for laughs.

I miss those times...

I miss playing volleyball & beach volleyball.
I miss those times when i played sports morning, afternoon and night.
I miss those times when i was fit, when i could run like mad from 1 to another end of the field during soccer trg & WITHOUT feeling tired.
I miss those days when i played badminton competitively.






















































I WANA EXERCISE....! i wana jog i wana swim i wana play ball!
who's in?
=)