People question me why Why WHy WHY.
People question me how How HOw HOW
they keep irritating me with questions tt i cant ans.
because i just dun understand myself.
i try so hard to noe myself but i FAILed. eventually.

i understood the reasons behind every action n word tt came out of my mouth. but i couldnt explain with simplicity the reasons behind my mood swings my ever-changing emotions. THIS TOTALLY makes it just complex.

i'm being random.

JUST another update. to my life. to keep this blog gg. CAN!
still working CUM attachment. as disgustin as it sounds, it's SIAN. standing all day, just to wait for ur patient to come. REALLY! n today i slacked whole day for tt LAST patient of the day to come. because i'm supposed to assist the doc, i worked OT (without being paid). BUT, its ok. I DUN MIND. haha.
anyHOW, the doctors there are really nice n funny. wooo. i got a free SP- we use this term in the clinic. it stands for scaling and polishing. n yesh, a free laser treatment too earlier in january. COOL yea. HOW I FELT?
ok. Feeling quite "cleaned" now. The dentist told me to cut down on COKE. haha. its corroding my enamel layer of the teeth. haha. smart yea them. can guess by just lookin at my teeth. oh yes, and a FREE x-ray i took the other day. 1st: they checked thu ur teeth useing mouth mirror etc. 2nd: they use an intrument-machine called propyl Jet. WATER(salt water) is continuously sprayed out at high speed n pressure. its to washed out all possible stains n so on. 3rd: scaling. scaler tip is what they used. this is ULTRA i tell u. it vibrates at SUCH high speed tt u can even see with ur naked eyes. it vibrates n knockes out dirt, stains etc off ur beautiful and white-to-be teeth. yup. last, rinse ur mouth n SP is completed. OH. others used polishing paste at the end too. but i cant, otherwise u may not see my teeth 10 years later. WHY? oh. corroded and worn off? haha. no lar. just kidding. just advised not to.


oooh. tt's such a long n naggy entry. which idiot wrote tt. haha. ok gtg. take care everybody. see u in march. or anytime b4 tt. bYE!

Love. Brainy. :)