i really tried my best. but why is it still... like this. so demoralising can. mayb when i stop trying, things may get better. WTH.


i am super mad at her. VERY mad at her.
she thinks she's the only one in pain.
she thins she's the only one suffering.
she thinks i am fine.
she thinks i can cope.
she thinks i can do everything myself.
she thinks i am fine.
she thinks i am a strong girl.
she thinks i am self centred.
she thinks i am this and that, like whatever!
but.. i am NOT.

from the day you chose this path, dear you, i lost you. or rather you lost me.


busy busy. with new goals to be accomplished, how am i gona do it. you tell me. you tell me! rahh.

leti