*wipes off the dust*
nv blog for so long.
been so lazy and busy.

so many things happened. duno whr to start.
just had nus open bowling competition today.
blog abt this another day.
maybe whats good to celebrate is nus girls teams 1 and 2 gt 1st and 2nd respectively. my 2nd medal, representing nus.
but werent happy.
"we" talked abt it.
n we knew it wasnt something to happy abt.

sch sucks totally.
i dun even have time to sleep.
been surviving on caffeine the last few weeks.
i noe i should be so pessimistic to think my life sucks.
but it really does.
tuition tuition tuition.
lectures, tutorials.
trainings.
far too much for me. i need my sleep.
i wan to give up.

im slowly gg into my own world again.
n guess what? im mad, coz i totally dun really care.
whats wrong with me.
am i gg back to hw i was previously.
i totally hate crowd and i just wan to avoid you, them, everyone.
WTH is happening to me.
i just cant seem to care abt anything.
why?
i just lost interest. i lost the drive.
can anyone notice. did anyone notice.
that i was hiding.
NO. no one. screw it. ARGHH.

you lost the trust we tried so hard to build.
there's just far so many things that im unhappy abt.
but wells, im in no position to comment.
maybe i shouldnt really care.

the secret we share.
i will keep.
i promise.

thanks BABY for ur encouragements today.
love you TTM. *to the max*
(learnt from the "you" who distracted me today)
see you soon!!