I dun live to please you

i saw the ugly side of this world again.
i saw how pple can stab you thou i did nthin.
as much as i noe i shud not be affected, i am.
i am human.
who likes to be bitched about, esp when i didnt offend you.
im embarrassed to say tt i am a crybaby. i tear very easily, over small lil things like this.
i feel betrayed.
what do u gain from tarnishing my reputation.
c'mon, we are supposed to be matured enough to handle this.
if you hav the courage to bitch, i hereby dare you to confront me.
if you dun, i will.

while this ugly incident expose your true colours,
i saw my true best friends.
who stand by me and assure me that they are with me.
thank you for believing in me.
i am grateful.
hugs.

it takes many years to build trust, but only a few secs to destroy it.
so dun destroy the trust i hav in you.
n i promise i will treasure the trust u have in me.
pls dun disappoint me any further.
i have seen too much.

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that aside. this week is hectic.
tuts, so much to catch up and pharmacotherapy ca.
COPD and HTN. so many drugs to remb. risk factors. doses and frequency.
pharmacy seriously drives me crazy.
but im a fighter. i wun quit.
its all about passion, isnt it?
i will rise.