major screw up

this week was a bad bad bad BAD week. tues- flu with slight fever.
duno whose virus, anyhow spread spread. i was perfectly ok on monday okay! humph.
then wed, thou it was my FREE day i couldnt do much.
this was not very good cos theres like TWO CAs on thursday ie. today.
CONSECUTIVE somemore.
com med and my drugs quiz.

com med was ok.
drugs quiz wasnt.
cos i changed my right to wrong ans. and theres like more than 6 of them.
if i hadnt changed, i do not have any qn wrong now that i noe.
what's wrong w/ me. WHYY DID I DOUBT MYSELF?
i finished the paper in 10 minutes.
and i was thinking "how can i finish so fast? am i too complacent?"
i went back and change some ans.
ARGHHH. i shudnt have.

so sad. so disappointed. couldnt listen in class after that anymore.

my plan was to stay in sch, do work and then hav dinner.
but im so sad, and i think im tired.
so here i am. HOME.
gg to nap. before trg later at 8pm.
so good nights pple.

SLEEP. maybe later when i wake up, i will forget how badly i did for my quiz.
maybe i will foget that i had a ca just now.
and maybe i will be less sad.
*unlikely* i noe.
but maybe?
=(

AND THE BAD BAD BAD WEEK will and must end TODAY. from tmr onwards, it's gona be GOOD GOOD GOOD.