maybe it's called blind faith



is it worth the "jump"?

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sometimes even ur close friends dun understand you. it's not really the number of years you have known each other, definitely. im thankful I have a few good ones.

i hate to judge but sometimes i do.
i dun share with everyone my opinions cos i dun think they will ever listen anw.
most are just touch-and-go friends. are they genuinely concerned? NAH. i really doubt so.

In life, you dont have to be accountable to anyone. except for those with a close relationship with God, then maybe you are accountable to Him.
But for me, i guess im not accountable to anyone.

humans are complex creatures. they like to be secretive yet constantly seek for attention. When they dont get the attention they want, they do all kinds of weird things/say all kind of stuff (sometimes hurting) to you. And maybe the bottom line is to tell you, "hey you mean alot to me. can you dedicate more time/attention to me?" Why cant pple be more direct and STOP playing mind games. this is prob a sign that ur friend/bf/gf feels neglected. maybe? then, there's another group with a huge ego/pride. strong opinions. think that they are always right. say what they wana say. it's good to be str forward, in my opinion. But, if you are saying it, just to fill your pride. Then, maybe i think i will be hurt.

haha. but if u noe me well enough. i will just keep quiet. maybe im hurt, but i will just.. keep quiet. bcos i noe if i voice it out, you will prob say more to fill that big fat ego/pride of yours that will nv be complete/full.