all my "policies" failed

had my "by 12am must sleep" policy a couple of months ago. It failed.
then i thot it wasnt realistic, cos I had so much work to do, so i changed to "by 1am must sleep", it failed, AGAIN.
OKAY, last compromise--> "by 130am must must must sleep".

so look at the time now, obviously failed.
why am i not surprised.

hey, but if you look on the bright side. it's actually NOT THAT BAD.
(oh yes. this is a lie. haha)
not that bad, cos back in year 1 and 2 when i was staying in hall, i slept at 3-4am when i had 8am lectures to attend.
and only by 1+am, i was able to settle down to catch up with some work.

the night is still young
ok. but im not anymore. WTH.
anw.. tts nt the point.
the point is.. i really like the peace at night.
my parents are actually deep sleepers that even if i blast my music real loud, they wun noe and thus wun wake up.
now you know why im such an oinkoink. It kinda runs in the family.

just had an awesome whatsapp, followed by msn convo with my senior who always calls herself noob. -___- shes way too humble.
she's always so encouraging.
and always assuring me that i will do well, i will excel and i will be an outstanding pharmacist.
thanks for having such great faith in me.
i hope i live up to your expectations.

your dreams are riding on the wind, just reach out and pull them in.



im looking forward to this weekend, where i can spend quality time with fave pple, and maybe also with myself.
catch up with sleep and prepare for the next battle before the real battle begins.
oh, whats the real battle? exams? or the gestational prereg.
im just kidding.
exams arent the end point.
not too late for non-final year pple to know.
maybe only when you reach your so-called end point then you realise you havent completed the race. the race is never ending.
oh, that's life. accept it.
why fight?

during universe lecture 2 weeks ago, the lecturer said something which made class BURST (laugh out loud). but i didnt, i actually find it quite inspiring. maybe inspiring isnt the word. it just led me into deep thoughts again. pple do look at things differently. im unique. or maybe im just weird. haha.
she said that "the last supernova happened XXX years ago. which means the next supernova can happen anytime. anytime. if you are lucky enough, it can happen tonight"
WOW. isnt it a WOW-moment.
im not trying to be a easily-inspired(WOW-ed) person here. but...
anw, supernova is.. haha u can wiki it. it will definitely be a spectacular event.
OKAY. THE MAIN POINT is maybe my "supernova" will happen next year, next month, next week, tmr or maybe TONIGHTTTT. ok GOOD NIGHT.