Walk away.

escape. avoid.
i guess that's what i am good at huh.
according to my parents.
emoshits.

sch's okayy!
finally, i said "sch's okayy!" for the first time in my near 3 years of uni life.
HOHO. better than never huh.
had 2 CAs before and 1 after recess week (aka cny holiday?)
Pharm analysis II ca is not bad i guess. (pharm ANAL for short. HAHA)
half the class got A, so according to bell curve, im just average.
booooooo.
pharmacotherapy was OH MY TIAN pls. the essay stunned me. but can manage la.
duno if my A will come. HOHO.
Pharmacokinetics was OH OH OH OH my tian. dun even have time to finish please!
and i always panic. so when i panic, i cant focus. rah.
so i end up either forgetting a step or making careless mistakes.
THAT'S ME.

im starting to enjoy school, pharmacy.
I know it's a lil late.
but better than never right.
alr year 3, needa relax and enjoy life as a student!
before MR EVIL WOKRING SOCIETY kidnaps me.

couldnt celebrate cny this year.
but im happy.
cos i received the biggest hongbao ever.
i have secured a job even before i graduate.
YAY. happy.
i love job securities!=)
actually, pharmacists confirm will be able to find jobs.
but it's about getting what you want, isnt it?
HAHA.
so i guess, i got what i wanted=)

LABS
i have THREE labs per week this semester.
and my lab partners and i are always sooooo bored during lab.
cos we need to wait for samples to be processed etc. which take VERY loooooong.
we can even go for 1h tea break.
waiting for tortuous. *hints*
took some photos!=)











meetups!
met up with lester, steph and diana before recess week.
dinner at dtf.
had xlb! woohooo.
farewell dinner.
desserts at cafe cartel, like almost immediately after dtf.OMG.







Also, met up with jc friends- cherlyn, charlyn, joanne and kahmun!
it was great, catching up. +)
lets do it again ok?
=)
and kahmun, i dun mind meeting up with you, thou i see you almost everyday in class. HAHA.
no photo. forgot to take. sians.


EMOshits
they asked me what happened.
i duno.
was i really emo?
not only my classmates asked me, but also my bowling mates.

i think my classmates are funny.
when i dun smile, they say im emo.
and when i do, they ask me why am i so cheeky.
arghhh. whats wrong with ME.

maybe i was really emo huh.
perpetually EMO.


angsty
www.thethreeses.wordpress.com

have not really gotten over it. arghhh.

anyway, sometimes i wish that i have no choice in life. so that i wun be troubled by which to choose and what to do. because life offers so many alternatives/choices we find ourselves entangled in this superficial yet complex society.

i made a decision. to hold on and to let go.

i'm running 400m later. HAI.

brainy.

mon, wed, fri. camps n rags.

BANANA boat today. yeaaaa.

waiting anxiously.

ready? GO! (i'm the last 2nd one)

acting "sexy". on the speedboat. failed attempt.

ready?

ok. noww go.

yeaa!

lets try again. JUMP ahhh.

finally!

elation.

more photos. but thats all i have for now.

dinner with mum. so full. ate so much.

its hard. so hard. i'm tired. give me a break.
brainy. =(

i think i'm kinda blogging almost EVERYDAY-sian! wells..

i'm gg for nus hall camp tmr-ooops, i mean later. i hope i am able to enjoy myself. =)
there are some things i did and decisions made in life i regret. and i know i gotta forget abt it and move on.
but isnt it easier said than done.
i still think its better to leave it UNtouched.

to yinger.
i read ur entry. eh. can de. i believe everyone can achieve his/her goal as long as he/she is willing to persevere and work hard. so, put in that EXTRA hardwork girl. its hard to see the reward at the end of this race, i understand. but wells, hold on.
to pple struggling out there, be in academic or non-academic stuff. you all can make it TOO!
same to you, minghui, if you happen to read this entry.

brainy.
walk out of this, and i'll do just fine. but the question is: am i able to?
somebody's out to backstab me. watch out!

it was a 23 nov 2006 entry. an entry tt i will not forget writing.
after e release of A levels results, i PROMISE i will get on track. working. studying. upgrading. feb has gone just like tt. i need a change of life.

1-3feb=>rest. 4feb=>preparation for chalet. 5-8feb=>Chalet.
9-10feb=>crazy rush. reportLATE!!. 11-14feb=>shpin for cny clothes. 15feb=>gpa visit
16-21feb=>cny!!!. 22feb=>SLACK!(sinful). 23feb=>jane(my friend) left for aust. sad.
what did i do today?
UPDATES!
i went ms soh's hse. cny visit n 2e5'02 gatherin. i went early n left early to give tuition in church. so it wasnt really a gatherin to me. more of catchin up with ms soh. then, CHURCH-ing. teens time. captains ball.

Today's ME is different from yesterday's ME.
mentally, emotionally.

jobs are somehow settled, waiting for confirmation. =)


Brainy.
emo abt that entry.
being emo is a psychological need. =)