finally. done.
As is gone. i mean ended. haha. so yup. its liberation. LIBERATION. FREEDOM. life goes on. shop for prom, work, have fun etc. somebody's big day is coming. (how abt mine?) its over, together with the As. "celebration" with the papers.


an entry of CONFESSION.
when i say u dun matter to me anymore,
that was because u mean too much, so much to me.
when i say i dun care,
that's because i really treasure u alot.
i speak in one language, think in a way,
but act in another.
people tried to read into me,
only to pple i trust.
they say i'm weird,
that's becuase i take time to open up.
they tell me i duno abt friendship,
i asked are u one. am i one.
they tell me i duno abt love,
i asked them how well do u noe it.
they tell me i cant handle anything,
have u seen it.
i act in opp, antagonistic to how i feel,
all because i cant express well.
have u given me a chance to speak,
i need time.
as for me,
time can prove how much i teasure friendships n relationships.
will u give me a chance.
through time i will show.

so far, only one understood me.
are u the one.
bury everything that has passed.
let's start anew my friends.
i will treasure all of u in a very different way.
not shy anymore.
no difficulties to express myself.
ONLY if u give me a chance.

brainy.