*feels like smashing my laptop*
i'm angry.
i'm angry with every single thing in my life now.
rahh! no point telling, pouring because it doesnt help right.
because i know only i can help myself now.

i just want to lock myself in my room now. avoid everything, everyone.
i'm tired of smiling when i really don't feel like.
so just leave me alone.
LEAVE ME ALONE.

brain