time flies real fast. n there, cny n vday. it just feels that i'm gona skip cny for vday. its like near to half of the sem is gone. soon, exams will come. work is piling. i MUST start. =) haven gone hm since duno when.

sch has been alright. time table is still quite okayy. nthin can be worse than last sem la. at least this sem these no 8am to 8pm days. the modules that i'm taking this sem are rather interesting. modules this sem- physiology, pharmacy practice, Biochemistry, changing landscapes of singapore and cosmetics & perfumes. 5 modules in total. must learn to love what i'm doing. which i think i do because.. lab work is super fun cann! we learn hw to dispense. from mixing powders to making capsules. hello hello, its not like using machines or what okayy. its all manual work. so filling 6 capsules of 200mg is no joke. so this is my "baby" after 3 hrs of first lab work.


and i got A+, for both! hooray!

and in an attempt to encourage and surprise my team mates, i abused the privilege given to me.


heh heh! volleyball "victory" pills. cool not?

i'm left with 2 sports- touch rug and volleyball. been really emotional these few days. crying for one full hr is no joke man. left my eyes swollen for 2 whole days. when pple asked i just said, "no la. ehh. inflammation. contact lens." been reflecting and throwing out alot to my soulmate. ^_^ leti seriously needs to stay moree focused. been so tired. a classic e.g. was last wed. decided to study and do my tutoials after my trg. so there! bathed. coffee, books all ready on the table. i read "after the development..." the next time i noe it was already morning. need to go for 8am lecture. -___- and fyi, i drank TWO big cups of coffee. looks like caffeine doesnt work on me, maybe coke light works BETTER. ;) it isnt easy gettin to noe this new side of me. i didnt realise i changed. been lockin myself up in my A514 rm. avoiding the crowd, my neighbours, my friends. even when i go pantry, go bf, dinner or whatsoever, i made sure i avoided pple. i will NOT use the lift and use the stairs instead so that i wun meet pple in the lift? i will go dinner at weird timing, to avoid my blk. i will go back hall later, missing the first bus, so that i can sit alone in the bus. i'm not intentionally attracting attention or asking for sympathy, i think i just want time to myself. i noe it sounds selfish, esp to those ard me, who are concerned abt me, love me lots. but yeaa. i do have mood swings right. i cant always be a giver. i cant always be an angel. its just human nature. dun u agree? its okayy u dun, becox it doesnt matter to me anymore.

touch rug tmr. carnival-based.
volleyball, 11 feb-against RH. 13 feb-against EH.
semis and finals will be held indoor.
i'm off to muggin. leti wants to be a mugger this sem.

brainy.