and i run old scenes through my tired head

i apologise that i havent had time to properly update this blog.
many things. JUST SO MANY things took place after my exams.
like OUR JAPAN TRIP, trainings and trainings (i skipped quite a few- guilty), sentosa with my volley juniors, checking-in KR hall, cleanning up my room and now.. sch has alr started. today is the 4th day of sch.

1) JAPAN entriesssss will be posted sooooon. takes time for me to formulate my thoughts and recall what happened. and of cos i will upload the photos asap. But whatever i post will not be doing justice to HOW MUCH FUN we had in japan. so, do not put ur expectations too high on the japan entries. i had so much "i dun wan to come back" when i was in japan and "i want to be there again" when i came back spore.
well. just stay tune ya.

2) met up with jc friends. val, tun, ale, ming2. wasted that min2 couldnt make it. haiya. food. i ate this.

3) Trainings and trainings. soccer, badminton, volleyball, and handball. i think up to now i attended like.. 2 handball, 1 badminton, 2 soccer and many volleyball trainings. well. so slack rights. i cant explain for my slack behaviour this semester. i think i just grew tired. lack of interest. =( whatever is it, IHG has started. go KR warriors!

4) emotionally. mentally. NOT healthy. ups and many downs.

5) im damn proud of my rooms now. both at hm and in hall. They are exceptionally clean. i duno whats wrong with me/got the better of me. I became so hardworking. i was cleaning my home room almost everyday. i enjoy cleaning the walls, windows, table, door and others. everything that was in my line of vision doesnt seem cleaned enough. so i kept cleanning and cleanning. Now i think its perfect? As for my hall room, i think this time semester 2, it is MUCH cleaner than it was in sem1. im nt saying that sem1 room was dirty. Its just i put in MUCH MUCH more effort. maybe because i just wan my last sem in KR to be a "healthy" and enjoyable one? or is it just me. crazy "love clean" disease.

6)sch started. nus started on 12th jan. so apparently, today is my 4th day of sch. HECTIC like mad. 1st day of sch i received an assignment that will due nxt wed. 2nd day of sch i received 2 projects- pharmaceutical microbiology and biotech. what the hell. i noe sch has just started but im starting to question "when is this going to end?". this rat race is too much for me to handle.

7) HAll: im not sure if i shud join DND com. i am afraid i lose this opportunity. but im MORE afraid that i cant cope that i might just break down once more. i think i cannot afford to this sem. trainings are still on-going. IHG0809- on-going.

8) others: something happened. n i couldnt stop thinking abt it. spoke to my mum about it alr. troubled.

off to sleep. nights.
looking forward to this weekend. below are just some random pics- sentosa-vivo outing, and semester 1 Mad MUGging during reading week(b4 exams).