my one+one regrets

im so tired.
this sun 830pm, src. volley match. sheares vs KR.
pple keep asking, "how. this year gt chance anot?"
sry if my reply is i duno. because i really duno.
it may be just a politically correct ans.
i cant say NO, with fear. neither can i say YES with a complacent face.
we will do our best.

do i look i freaking care anyways.
my other 2 neighbours and i were occupying all 3 cubicals just nw.
we were bathe-chatting.
talkin abt hall stuff, points and stuff.
sometimes, just do what u like to do. dun be obliged to do what u DUN wan to do. neither shud u just let all opportunities fly past u. dun regret.
seems like this freshie of mine is very stress. competition.
is there any?
why am i not aware. have i been too ignorant and nonchalant?
they heard something abt me.
come on. its nt true. it must be a JOKE. ha.

probably my 2nd regret. not to spend enuff time with "L". "L" is goin to leave.
=( Everyone is leaving. doing what they should be doing. to whr they should really belong.
am i whr i am supposed to be?

leti