week 3 of sch started

week 3
still not focusing. whats happening. where are my priorities.
faints.
need to work hard.
esp when everyone is. why am i not.
am i expecting too much from myself?
sleep. nv had enough. i think i have sleeping disorder.

had pharmacy interyear caps ball last thurs (week2). niceee.
great dinner, awesome company.
fun.

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SAT 24 Jan 2010
watched tooth fairy.
nice.
if you never take the shot, you will never know if you will score.
i guess it kinda struck me, too.
sometimes we lack the confidence to do it. to make the decision.
what most of us, or probably, i would do is to a.v.o.i.d.
but we have no idea that avoiding is worse than not trying.
because when we avoid, we deprive ourselves the chance of succeeding.
so why not take this big step, be bold, take up this challenge.
put it simple, some pple may just use these 2 words, "just whack!"
I never knew till today that trying requires courage too.
amazing isnt it?
SUCH a complex/complicated thing. can i simplify matters?

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ok angsty.
i cant understand how some pple can be so NOT serious about stuff.
pissed off.

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seeing a specialist every sat. hopefully it will get better. i realy hope so.
bcos of this problem, 've been feeling MORE inferior.
i really hope it can heal, completely.
im an impatient person.